All I Want To Do Is Trade This Life For Something New

Born with a void, hard to destroy with love or hope
Built with a heart, broken from the start
And now I die slow
 
In the valley of the dolls, we sleep
Got a hole inside of me
Living with identities
That do not belong to me
In my life, I got this far
Now I’m ready for the last hoorah
Dying like a shooting star
In the valley
In the valley
In the valley
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It's raining and all I want to do is run. I feel trapped and overwhelmed and the hole is making its presence known and I just want to run in the rain until i can't breathe until i am soaked to the bone until i am frozen and numb and can't feel anything.

They say that love is for the patient
Gotta plan for being restless for now
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Heavily inspired by Mary Margaret Blanchard from Once Upon a Time which I am currently obsessed with.
Anyway, hey guys! It's been a while. Things have been going a bit better for me. I hope you're all doing well, I've missed Polyvore and all the lovely people on it. Hopefully I'll get on more frequently. Anyway, I should go as it is three in the morning and I have school. Bye for now.

I'm the hero of the story
I don't need to be saved

I slipped my hand under her skirt
I said don't worry, it's not gonna hurt
My reputation's kind of clouded with dirt
That's why you sleep with one eye open
That's the price you paid
 
I said, hey, girl with one eye
Get your filthy fingers out of my pie
I said, hey, girl with one eye
I'll cut your little heart out 'cause you made me cry

If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute
 
wow I think that like the second time i've ever used a template. i forgot how easy it was to just use templates. i'm usually not into bright colors, especially not yellow, but i kind like this shirt for some reason. ugh i'm too lazy to make a legit set with a legit collage-y background today so i apologize for all of these shitty sets or even capitalize properly. sorry. im'ma go to sleep now. night.

Oh my!
Feels just like I don't try
Looks so good I might die
All I know is everybody loves me
Get down
Swaying to my own sound
Flashes in my face now
All I know is everybody loves me
Everybody loves me
 
Also for future reference. :)

Yes, that is a Meelo quote. This is just for future reference.

Violin by Sheila Black
 
You must use the body - its curves,
its hollows, the spring of the sound, which
brings back what is absent, what has
been and is now gone, fading. Cat-gut,
fret, the busy machinery of longing,
which takes its strength from the
presence of absence, the body's darkness,
the wood carved out, thinned and
made to flex. There is a pain at the
source of it - so easily broken, this tree
without a heart, the sap dried to amber
patina. Only in the sound can you
hear it move, the veins in the blood of
the body that is no more. The bow pulled
along the taut strings, a pitch that
is all but unbearable.

An outfit for an OC of mine, November.